I created this Blog to get my thoughts out and track my life's path over the next few months. My quest to lose 50 pounds should be very interesting considering nothing else is going quite right in my life. Harmony is what I seek... Here we go…
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
5/26/2010 – 21 Pounds Lost – 34 Pounds to Go – 87 Days Left
So this morning marks the 22 day of my effort to leave fast food alone. I made the mistake of meeting someone at McDonalds to pick up some business information and I had a weak moment… AHHHHH I am so upset… I went to the counter and ordered a Donkey Glass (Shrek glass for my kids) and a bag of apples… ummm O.K. I guess I did not have a weak moment and I chose McDonalds on the 22nd day to show myself that I am over it. It was not really all that hard to order just the bag of apples… and I even told the kid behind the counter that I did not need the caramel dipping sauce. I am strong right now with my health so why is it so hard to focus on my happiness when it comes to my personal life. I wrote yesterday that I would come up with a list of things to focus on myself and create some happiness in my life. Well I could only still focus on my wife and the kids… why is it so hard? Why do I continue to put so much effort into my marriage and I get very little if nothing in return…? I guess I don't want it to end. Maybe I try and find the strength and energy to do all of it including developing a list and pursuing some personal happiness.